updated infrequently.
july
section titled july- watching
- a lot of movies
- reading
- poetry books
- listening
- juice=juice, piki, country girls, tokyo girls' style, underscores
I Forgor...
i'm still not doing much. i'm pretty depressed, and ADHD is highkey ruining my life. but i've been having fun going to the movies with my friends, reading on my little Xteink e-reader, and listening to lots of music.
i'm really excited for the upcoming figure skating season, too! so many juniors i'm looking forward to watching, as well as current favorites :)
april
section titled april- watching
- kamen rider ZEZTZ
- reading
- jennette mccurdy's half his age
- listening
- underscores, NMIXX, juice=juice, lots of online DJ sets
long time no update, whoops!
i'm trying to get organized again. i bought a notebook from muji in an attempt to handwrite more, as my handwriting has atrophied over th e years. that, and i think physical notetaking will help me in remembering things.
i bought an e-reader! specifically the pocket-sized one everyone's losing their minds over— the Xteink V4. i look forward to throwing some custom firmware on it and trying to read more!
2025
december
section titled december- watching
- kamen rider ZEZTZ, ohsama sentai king-ohger
- reading
- nothing :(
- listening
- juice=juice, NMIXX, ♱ velvet cross ♱, sakurazaka46, t.A.T.u
my computer's power supply gave up the ghost. it's been a pain trying to get the new one installed. idk it feels like i'm not doing much even though i am. i'm still working with fujocoded, still maintaing my servers, etc. still trying to be kinder to myself. it's always a work-in-progress.
november
section titled november- watching
- ohsama sentai king-ohger, kamen rider gotchard
- reading
- yuko tsushima's territory of light
- listening
- juice=juice, ROSALÍA, CHANMINA, sabrina carpenter
still going through it!!!!!! but i started a newsletter so you should check that out.
october
section titled october- watching
- ohsama sentai king-ohger, kamen rider ZEZTZ, kamen rider gotchard
- reading
- random poems
- listening
- juice=juice, NMIXX
going through a lot. thank god for NMIXX yuri and juice=juice diva-ness.
i don't have much else to say. it's been hard.
august
section titled august- watching
- kamen rider gavv
- reading
- diana ma's force of chaos (finished in one day!)
- listening
- KATSEYE, juice=juice, saidan, XLOV, ANGERME
i meant to do this for july but i forgot. oops. anyway, i... don't really have much to say. i'm very overwhelmed, but at once very excited about things to come; ATproto meetups, fujocoded projects, and more.
i'm struggling with the same demotivation i described in the june entry. it's been pretty hard. i'm just trying to take it one step at a time, and be kinder to myself.
june
section titled june- watching
- kamen rider gavv
- reading
- carson gross et. al's hypermedia systems, my comic pull list
- listening
- NMIXX, pink pantheress, KATSEYE, juice=juice, aespa, ANGERME
i am DESPERATELY trying to lock in. oh my god i am seemingly incapable of locking the fuck in. but i am hoping to change that, even if i have to grit my teeth and fight through the haze and make myself do things. i've been trying to be more productive in multiple ways:
- organizing my obsidian vault to better suit my needs (such as utilizing the full calendar plugin to re-integrate a calendar into my work flow)
- trying to go outside more often to re-center myself (sarcastically: who knew that going outside more often than once every 1-2 weeks would help?!)
- regularly attending therapy sessions, even with an irregular schedule due to extenuating circumstances
- and, similar to the first point, trying to stay organized, IRL and online. i've tried to clean off my desk to have a work space that doesn't overwhelm me (still making progress on that though...), and i've been meticulously organizing my online bookmarks so i can search through them faster.
in other news, i've really been enjoying the new KATSEYE release, especially the song gameboy! i had a lot of thoughts on it that i shared on tumblr. i've also enjoyed the aespa dirty work comeback, the ALL DAY PROJECT debut (which i also had thoughts on) but mostly because bailey sok (my long time favorite dancer!) is a member, and i'm looking forward to all the comebacks that july will bring.
- proven.lol
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