notes
2025-06-08
told you these updates would be infrequent. also i renamed them from “now” to “notes” because it’s not really a proper now page.
anyway, i’ve been kind of going through it mentally. not gonna get into it, but certain things have had me re-evaluate myself and my current state, and it’s motivated me to try to work on myself more. so far, it’s going alright. of course the thought of eventually faltering and losing momentum lingers, and it scares me, but i just have to keep going and keep trying.
i kind of want a new keyboard. i found one that i liked on the microcenter website, a pink and white one like i want, but there’s no numpad. guess i have to keep looking.
i’ve been reminding myself of how healing it is to hear your oshi sing. yesterday, i quickly recorded a minidisc of some of my favorite ballad performances by dambara ruru. i’m listening to one performance as i type. it’s calming me down despite my immense anxiety right now. she really heals me.
webmentions
section titled web mentions
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