eunoia :: lists

characters i relate to

Sun, 26 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT

barbara gordon (DC comics)
cassandra cain (DC comics)
doctor K (power rangers RPM)
kamiki izumo (blue exorcist)
kisaragi shintaro (kagerou project)
kudou rinne (kamen rider gotchard)
korra (avatar: legend of korra)
okumura yukio (blue exorcist)

books i really want to read

Mon, 27 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT

fiction

Boy Parts by Eliza Clark
The Blood Year Daughter by G.G. Silverman
Build Your House Around My Body by Violet Kupersmith
Bunny by Mona Awad
Dare Me by Megan Abbott
Ginger and Me by Elissa Soave
Half His Age by Jennette McCurdy
Hungerstone by Kat Dunn
I Love You So Much It's Killing Us Both by Mariah Stovall
Jawbone by Mónica Ojeda
Magica Riot by Kara Buchanan
Monarch by Candace Wuehle
Rejection by Tony Tulathimutte
This Is How You Remember It by catherine prasifka

non-fiction

Any Person Is the Only Self: Essays by Elisa Gabbert
Appetite For Self-Destruction: The Spectacular Crash of The Record Industry In the Digital Age by Steve Knopper
Escape: How a Generation Shaped, Destroyed and Survived the Internet by Marie Le Conte
How Sex Changed the Internet and the Internet Changed Sex by Samantha Cole
The Message by Ta-Nehisi Coates
~~Hypermedia Systems by Carson Gross~~

poetry

Hijra by Hala Alyan
Shifting the Silence by Etel Adnan
Superdoom by Melissa Broder
The Universe of Us by Lang Leav
They Can't Kill Us Until They Kill Us by Hanif Abdurraqib
Your Emergency Contact Has Experienced An Emergency by Chen Chen
~~Muse Found In a Colonized Body by Yesenia Montilla~~

comics i really want to read

Mon, 21 Jul 2025 00:00:00 GMT

ablaze

porcelain (2021) #1-5

BOOM! Studios

bolero (2022) #1-5
faithless (2019) #1-6
flavor girls (2022) #1-3
luna (2021) #1-5
the many deaths of laila starr (2021) #1-5
radiant pink (2022) #1-5

dark horse

tear us apart (2023) #1-4

DSTLRY

somna (2023) #1-3

image

artificial (2025) #1-?
crave (2023) #1-6
~~lovesick (2022) #1-7~~
the old guard (2017) #1-5
snotgirl (2016) #1-?
~~violent flowers (2024) #1-4~~

marvel

~~moon knight (2016) #1-14~~
moon knight (2021) #1-30
ultimate x-men (2024) #1-?

comic pulls

Wed, 15 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT

see my pulls by the week

absolute wonder woman (2024-)
batgirl (2024-)

fave figure skaters

Tue, 21 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT

i usually have a number one favorite and then everyone else is unordered, so that's the format the lists for each discipline will be in. except i'm only a casual fan of every discipline save for women's singles soooo not much there.

women's singles

all time favorite:

alysa liu (USA)

everyone else, unordered:

jia shin (KOR)
isabeau levito (USA)
amber glenn (USA)
haein lee (KOR)
kaori sakamoto (JPN)
ami nakai (JPN)
niina petrokina (EST)
ekaterina kurakova (POL)
tara prasad (IND)
karen chen (USA)
alexandra trusova (RUS)
elizaveta tuktamysheva (RUS)
yuna kim (KOR)
mao asada (JPN)

men's singles

ilia malinin (USA)

everyone else:

adam siao him fa (FRA)
yuma kagiyama (JPN)
jacob sanchez (USA)

creators i like

Sun, 26 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT

artists

DJs

podcasts

youtubers

fave figure skating programs

Sun, 26 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT

the links to each program are either for my favorite skate of the program or just whatever i could find. i will not tell you which is which lol

key:

SP = short program

FS = free skate

women's singles

heavy bias for 2021-22 season, sorry lol

alena kostornaia (RUS)

2019-20 FS: Twilight (2019 Internationaux de France)

alysa liu (USA)

2025-26 FS: MacArthur Park Suite (2026 Olympics)

ekaterina kurakova (POL)

2025-26 SP: N'insiste pas (2025 Lombardia Trophy)

ekaterina ryabova (AZE)

2021-2022 SP: Mambo Italiano (2022 Olympics)

isabeau levito (USA)

2021-22 SP: The Swan (2022 Junior Worlds)

kaori sakamoto (JPN)

2020-21 FS: The Matrix (2021 Worlds)

karen chen (USA)

2021-2022 SP: Requiem for a Tower, Requiem for a Dream (2022 Olympics)
2021-2022 FS: Butterfly Lovers' Violin Concerto (2022 US Nationals)

loena hendrickx (BEL)

2023-24 SP: Deep House Mix (2024 Worlds)

mayuko oka (JPN)

2025-26 SP: Moment Magico (2026 Junior Worlds)

mone chiba (JPN)

2025-26 SP: Last Dance (2026 WUG)

ruiyang zhang (CHN)

2025-26 SP: Frozen (2025 Skate to Milano)

starr andrews (USA)

2025-26 FS: The Fantasy of Happiness, Turning Page (2025 Skate America)

pairs

not a pairs fan

miura/kihara (JPN)

2025-26 FS: Gladiator (Soundtrack) (2026 Olympics)

sui/han (CHN)

2016-17 FS: Bridge Over Troubled Water (2017 Worlds)
2021-22 SP: Mission Impossible 2 Orchestra Suite: Part 1 (2022 Olympics)

fave tiny desk concerts (& related)

Mon, 27 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT

tiny desk

in no particular order, because i can't pick, but sabrina carpenter's is up there.

other live performance shows

mostly live lounge and like a version :P

KEXP

live lounge

like a version

misc

Blu DeTiger - Vintage (NME)
SE SO NEON - E (Fender)
Yves & Rebecca Black - SOAP (Open Mic)
Yves - Ex Machina, White cat, Loop (goyo club)
SZA - Good Days (Live in Bloom)

manga i really want to read

Sun, 26 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT

movies & shows i really want to watch

Sun, 26 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT

movies

10 dance (2025)
a girl on the shore (2021)
a nice indian boy (2025)
a tale of two sisters (2003)
an oversimplification of her beauty (2012)
benedetta (2021)
blue beetle (2023)
circumstance (2011)
cosmic princess kaguya! (2026)
daisies (1966)
drifting flowers (2008)
finding vivian maier (2013)
fresh kill (1994)
ginger snaps (2000)
girl asleep (2015)
gothic lolita battle bear (2013)
heavenly creatures (1994)
the housemaid (2010)
i am the pretty thing that lives in the house (2016)
i can't think straight (2008)
joy ride (2023)
kaito ruby (1988)
kamen rider gavv: invaders of the candy house (2025)
~~kamen rider majade with girls remix (2025)~~
linda linda linda (2005)
lilya 4-ever (2002)
love lies bleeding (2024)
memento mori (1999)
miao miao (2008)
missions of love (2018)
mosquita y mari (2012)
mysterious skin (2004)
no hard feelings (2020)
~~one of them days (2025)~~
the page turner (2006)
the people's joker (2024)
pretty devil yoko (1966)
psycho gothic lolita (2010)
recorder: the marion stokes story (2019)
salt of this sea (2008)
sissy (2022)
sister midnight (2025)
sorry to bother you (2018)
sound of falling (2025)
stoker (2013)
tammy's always dying (2019)
typhoon club (1985)
women on the verge of a nervous breakdown (1988)
wonderful world end (2015)

TV

answer me 1997 season 01
be my angel season 01
birds of prey season 01
call me by no-name season 01
chilling adventures of sabrina season 01-2
clairebell season 01
dare me season 01
girl gun lady season 01
the high school heroes season 01
jeongnyeon: the star is born season 01
i'm a virgo season 01
idol x warrior miracle tunes! season 01 (started, but never finished)
if my favorite pop idol made it to the budokan, i would die (2022) season 01
kamen rider black sun season 01
punks triangle season 01
sharp objects season 01
sleep with me season 01
sukeban deka season 01
tidelands season 01
tipping the velvet season 01
what it feels like for a girl season 01
yuugen jikkou sisters shushutorian season 01 (if it ever gets subtitled...)

personal heroes

Wed, 14 May 2025 00:00:00 GMT

my forever favorite idol albums

Sun, 26 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT

each link goes to a favorite song of mine off the respective album.

BEYOOOOOND1St by BEYOOOOONDS
Excelsior by Philosophy no Dance
paradox soar by Yukueshirezutsurezure
Tanpopo 1 by Tanpopo
GUSTO by Especia
down by HAMIDASYSTEM
Taiyo & Ciscomoon 1 by Taiyou to Ciscomoon
Maltine Girls Wave by TOKYO GIRLS' STYLE
ALICE by MIGMA SHELTER
BUBBLE by Yanakoto Sotto Mute

useful astro resources

Sun, 26 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT

auto-generated last modified dates for MD files - scott willsey
astro webring!!! - lou.gg
astro on standard site - bryan guffey
automatic open graph images for blog posts - kevin kipp
bluesky comments on astro blogs - natalie.sh
bluesky static embeds as an astro component - mary-ext
exposing deployment versions and commit hashes - ryan schachte
fancy code blocks - ryan schachte
fancier code blocks - namchee
favicon generation - kremalicious
guestbook with astro DB - ryan trimble
icons (and favicons) for external links - stereobooster
leaflet astro loader - besaid.zone
obsidian note to astro page - rach smith
section header anchors - casey james perno
simple photo gallery - jan kraus
webmentions for blog posts - steve frenzel

songs i like to play on guitar

Tue, 20 May 2025 00:00:00 GMT

bright eyes - lua
chappell roan - good luck, babe!
fifty fifty - cupid (twin ver.)
johnny cash - it's all over
joe hisaishi - morning of the slag ravine (laputa: castle in the sky OST)
kajiura yuki - lacie (fun fact: i know this song so well it's my warm up song)
laura marling - alas i cannot swim
morning musume - morning coffee
NewJeans - ditto
rilo kiley - ripchord

bonus: songs i've been trying to learn for forever

2NE1 - lonely
AKB48 - river (tabbed by ghantee s.)
no3b - relax!
rebecca sugar - escapism (steven universe OST)

songs i want to learn on guitar

Sun, 26 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT

AKB48 - iiwake maybe
jun maeda - alchemy (angel beats OST)
jun maeda - ichiban no takaramono (angel beats OST)
jun maeda - my soul, your beats! (angel beats OST)
kajiura yuki - reminisce (pandora hearts OST)
kazumi totaka - 1:00 A.M. (animal crossing: new leaf OST)
sabrina carpenter - juno
se so neon - E

eunoia :: lists

characters i relate to

books i really want to read

fiction

non-fiction

poetry

comics i really want to read

ablaze

BOOM! Studios

dark horse

DSTLRY

image

marvel

comic pulls

fave figure skaters

women's singles

men's singles

creators i like

artists

DJs

podcasts

youtubers

fave figure skating programs

women's singles

alena kostornaia (RUS)

alysa liu (USA)

ekaterina kurakova (POL)

ekaterina ryabova (AZE)

isabeau levito (USA)

kaori sakamoto (JPN)

karen chen (USA)

loena hendrickx (BEL)

mayuko oka (JPN)

mone chiba (JPN)

ruiyang zhang (CHN)

starr andrews (USA)

pairs

miura/kihara (JPN)

sui/han (CHN)

fave tiny desk concerts (& related)

tiny desk

other live performance shows

KEXP

live lounge

like a version

misc

manga i really want to read

manga

manwha

manhua

movies & shows i really want to watch

movies

TV

personal heroes

my forever favorite idol albums

useful astro resources

songs i like to play on guitar

bonus: songs i've been trying to learn for forever

songs i want to learn on guitar